<?xml version='1.0' encoding='UTF-8'?><?xml-stylesheet href="http://www.blogger.com/styles/atom.css" type="text/css"?><feed xmlns='http://www.w3.org/2005/Atom' xmlns:openSearch='http://a9.com/-/spec/opensearchrss/1.0/' xmlns:georss='http://www.georss.org/georss' xmlns:gd='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005' xmlns:thr='http://purl.org/syndication/thread/1.0'><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-20367634</id><updated>2011-04-21T16:22:53.421-07:00</updated><title type='text'>Rock</title><subtitle type='html'></subtitle><link rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#feed' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://hear-me-scream.blogspot.com/feeds/posts/default'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/20367634/posts/default?max-results=100'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://hear-me-scream.blogspot.com/'/><link rel='hub' href='http://pubsubhubbub.appspot.com/'/><author><name>Slumber Guitarist</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/17697419483994176691</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><generator version='7.00' uri='http://www.blogger.com'>Blogger</generator><openSearch:totalResults>23</openSearch:totalResults><openSearch:startIndex>1</openSearch:startIndex><openSearch:itemsPerPage>100</openSearch:itemsPerPage><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-20367634.post-114227182144414426</id><published>2006-03-13T09:35:00.000-08:00</published><updated>2006-03-13T09:46:21.640-08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>&lt;span style=";font-family:Verdana;font-size:85%;"  &gt;"Unbelievable"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Always said I would know where to find love,&lt;br /&gt;Always thought I'd be ready and strong enough,&lt;br /&gt;But some times I just felt I could give up.&lt;br /&gt;But you came and changed my whole world now,&lt;br /&gt;I'm somewhere I've never been before.&lt;br /&gt;Now I see, what love means.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:Verdana;font-size:85%;"  &gt; It's so unbelievable,&lt;br /&gt;And I don't want to let it go,&lt;br /&gt;Something so beautiful,&lt;br /&gt;Flowing down like a waterfall.&lt;br /&gt;I feel like you've always been,&lt;br /&gt;Forever a part of me.&lt;br /&gt;And it's so unbelievable to finally be in love,&lt;br /&gt;Somewhere I'd never thought I'd be.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;In my heart, in my head, it's so clear now,&lt;br /&gt;Hold my hand you've got nothing to fear now,&lt;br /&gt;I was lost and you've rescued me some how-.&lt;br /&gt;I'm alive, I'm in love you complete me,&lt;br /&gt;And I've never been here before.&lt;br /&gt;Now I see, what love means.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:Verdana;font-size:85%;"  &gt; When I think of what I have, and this chance I nearly lost,&lt;br /&gt;I cant help but break down, and cry.&lt;br /&gt;Ohh yeah, break down and cry.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:Verdana;font-size:180%;"  &gt;&lt;span style="font-size:85%;"&gt; Now I see, what love means&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;*specially dedicated to suriani...wad more can i say..ur wonderful and with u i finally learn abt love...life seems dark b4 i met u...din seem whr im going at first..till i met u...ur the light to ma life n i hope diz light wont get dimmer n die down...i will always do ma best to lit it up brightly..sumtime i do cry n diz song juz suits ma expression..i cry in tears of joy n love...everything looks beautiful wif u ard...treasure alot abt u...alot of things that i hav shared n learn from u...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I LOVE U suri&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/20367634-114227182144414426?l=hear-me-scream.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://hear-me-scream.blogspot.com/feeds/114227182144414426/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=20367634&amp;postID=114227182144414426' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/20367634/posts/default/114227182144414426'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/20367634/posts/default/114227182144414426'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://hear-me-scream.blogspot.com/2006/03/unbelievable-always-said-i-would-know.html' title=''/><author><name>Slumber Guitarist</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/17697419483994176691</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-20367634.post-114204948165676170</id><published>2006-03-10T19:31:00.000-08:00</published><updated>2006-03-10T19:58:01.670-08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>Hey guys....&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;This is the worrying moments in ma life. Why?, ma granpa is hospitalise again n to see him enduring all this pain was so....i juz cant imagine wad pain ma granpa is going thru. Indeed he is very brave. No matter wad happens to him, he still carry out his religious duty like pray 5 times a day, zikir, sunnah prayers den zikir. There wasnt a time i see ma granpa doin other things. sumtime seldom see him eat nor watch tv dat much. I really respect n inspired by him since i was young. Without him, i wldnt hav got maself close to religion and i wld b lost. His prayers n care show alot. I hope he wld b fine. I hope Allah will help ease his pain. My prayers goes to him n may he will b safe and in pink of health. The memories of the previous experience of him in hospital was realli unbearable. N 2day i feel i shld visit him.  Iz the only way to b with him. I love ma granpa but juz dat i din show. It's sad dat it happen diz way. N at this time, i gotta stay strong.&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/20367634-114204948165676170?l=hear-me-scream.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://hear-me-scream.blogspot.com/feeds/114204948165676170/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=20367634&amp;postID=114204948165676170' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/20367634/posts/default/114204948165676170'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/20367634/posts/default/114204948165676170'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://hear-me-scream.blogspot.com/2006/03/hey-guys_10.html' title=''/><author><name>Slumber Guitarist</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/17697419483994176691</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-20367634.post-114147806826469680</id><published>2006-03-04T05:11:00.000-08:00</published><updated>2006-03-04T05:14:28.286-08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>Oh god...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i just need someone to talk to...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i feeling so mess up..ma mind juz aint thinking correctly..i juz need someone whu wld help me too&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;im sorry it got affected to u...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;juz hope u wld understand....&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/20367634-114147806826469680?l=hear-me-scream.blogspot.com' alt='' 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src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-20367634.post-114147281591621840</id><published>2006-03-04T03:35:00.000-08:00</published><updated>2006-03-04T03:46:55.930-08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>This is go out to my mom....&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I try to be wat u wan..try to b ur son..try to make u proud..&lt;br /&gt;Im deeply sorry dat i hurt ur feelings....dat i say n do things dat u din like....&lt;br /&gt;Im ashamed of maself....i felt bad n guilty...&lt;br /&gt;I hope u understand my situation...Im just sad...&lt;br /&gt;Just felt disappointed at maself..why god??&lt;br /&gt;Why im punish diz way...the things dat i don wan to see is to hav ma mom kept quite on me..&lt;br /&gt;she wont tok...wont care if im exist..wont bother...wont do anything..&lt;br /&gt;iz like im just didnt exist in this world....im sad coz i try to do alot of things to make dem proud...&lt;br /&gt;i just din understand...did wad they wan...she wans me to b a good student, i gav her ma best n got to become top student in Yusof Ishak..got good grades for N n O lvl n got to Poly...obey wadever u wan since young...i did all dat..why din u c dat...why all the bad things dat u spot n scolded me..i love ma parent just that sometimes they juz werent there....im so sad...&lt;br /&gt;just wish i jus din exist.....&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;im sorry dat diz matter got affected in ma life...im deeply sorry...just that i felt so down n disappointed in maself....Im sorry...&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/20367634-114147281591621840?l=hear-me-scream.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://hear-me-scream.blogspot.com/feeds/114147281591621840/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' 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type='text'></title><content type='html'>hey guys... sori it took me awhile to update...yea sumthing wrong wif ma comp..n im using ma granma place...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;First n foremost...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i wanna thnkz ma dear...to see her support and her caring plus love juz make things ever so wonderful...U're always there wen i needed u...Thru good times n bad u help me along the way...im very grateful to hav known such a wonderful person like u in ma life...wen i'm down, u were there cheering me up and wen im sick u were there doing wad u can to help me...im sori dat lately im not in ma proper health...i hav gastric pain n iz juz killing me...juz so...mayb i hav an improper balance in ma meals...im sori to create such a hassle to you...appreciate every single thing dat u did...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;As fer me. im nothing of a perfect person...i do love u alot n juz sumthing dat is realli realli special...im so so so sorry if times i juz make  angry and upset...but loving u hav been so special to me...no matter wad da outcomes, i love u n im willing to forgive u with all my heart...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Suri, i noe u hav a tough time wif skewl n ur personal stuff...i wanna let u noe i will always b behind supporting u...i will stay up late, giv u my best advise, being there wif u all times are just some of the things to show im wif u....juz love ur presence, ur smiles n ur tease...juz everything abt u dat i love and miss alot....dear, i don love a person bcoz of the looks... it takes more than dat...iz whu u are dat i fall in love with...everything abt u...no gurl can take ma breath away such as u did...Thnkz for everything suri...&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/20367634-114131140290080200?l=hear-me-scream.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' 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src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-20367634.post-114014931804197786</id><published>2006-02-16T20:04:00.000-08:00</published><updated>2006-02-16T20:09:33.116-08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>hey guys...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;alhamdullilah...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;things hav finally resolve&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;the misunderstanding dat we face...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;forgive me for ma mistake...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;thnkz for making things da best n possible way...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;love u lots..&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;exams coming..taking no chances with me..gotta study hard man..no time to waste..&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i wanna get good result at least making up ma sem 1 horror...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i wanna go EBT..do technology..datz wad i wan..i wanna b web designer...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;hey guys...lots of catching up to do..miss alot of ppl out there...manage to meet up thahisir n acap slenge..miss those NCC camps days where we "SATAN" CLT's make the camp whole lot fun n havoc...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;take care yar..all the best for ur future test n all..cya!&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/20367634-114014931804197786?l=hear-me-scream.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://hear-me-scream.blogspot.com/feeds/114014931804197786/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=20367634&amp;postID=114014931804197786' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/20367634/posts/default/114014931804197786'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/20367634/posts/default/114014931804197786'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://hear-me-scream.blogspot.com/2006/02/hey-guys.html' title=''/><author><name>Slumber Guitarist</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/17697419483994176691</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-20367634.post-113972519499536519</id><published>2006-02-11T22:01:00.000-08:00</published><updated>2006-02-11T22:23:12.623-08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>&lt;pre style="font-family: arial; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; font-size: 12px; line-height: normal; font-size-adjust: none; font-stretch: normal;"&gt;Now that I have lost everything to you&lt;br /&gt;You say you wanna start something new&lt;br /&gt;And it's breaking my heart you're leavin'&lt;br /&gt;Baby, I'm grieving&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;But if you wanna leave, take good care&lt;br /&gt;Hope you have a lot of nice things to wear&lt;br /&gt;But then, a lot of nice things turn bad out there&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;CHORUS&lt;br /&gt;Oooh, baby, baby, its a wild world&lt;br /&gt;Its hard to get by just upon a smile&lt;br /&gt;Oooh, baby, baby, its a wild world&lt;br /&gt;I will always remember you like a child, girl&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;You know, I have seen a lot of what the world can do&lt;br /&gt;And it’s breakin' my heart in two&lt;br /&gt;'Cause I never want to see you sad girl&lt;br /&gt;Don't be a bad girl&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;But if you wanna leave, take good care&lt;br /&gt;Hope you make a lot of nice friends out there&lt;br /&gt;Just remember there’s a lot of bad and beware&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;CHORUS&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;And baby I love you&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;But if you wanna leave, take good care&lt;br /&gt;Hope you make a lot of nice friends out there&lt;br /&gt;Just remember there’s a lot of bad and beware&lt;br /&gt;........................................................................................................&lt;br /&gt;ma heart juz shattered to pieces...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;yes i noe i had made a mistake , we all do..iz diz fair?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;life suckz..i hate life...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i hate maself...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i hate y im hurt...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i love u...i miss u&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;hate maself for making this mistake...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;y hav everting betray me...where are u god...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i hav prayed for god..rasul..ma family n frens..n also to the one i loved...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;WHY??? why diz...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;tot too much dat i hurt maself in werk..din tell dad..he noe's i look worried..&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i never tell anyone..&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;almost slip down n fall from the roof...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;but the hurt i feel physicaly cant match wad i feel in heart...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i cld cry a thousand tears...but a thousand tears cant bring back u..&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;ur wonderful n beautiful..yet i spoil it all..&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;hurt ur feelings...make u feel cheated...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i juz cant seem to carry on wif life rite now..juz cant seem to eat&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;food juz taste sucks..water too...everything juz sucks...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i hav betray maself..ashamed maself...wen will i learn...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/pre&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/20367634-113972519499536519?l=hear-me-scream.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://hear-me-scream.blogspot.com/feeds/113972519499536519/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=20367634&amp;postID=113972519499536519' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/20367634/posts/default/113972519499536519'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/20367634/posts/default/113972519499536519'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://hear-me-scream.blogspot.com/2006/02/now-that-i-have-lost-everything-to-you.html' title=''/><author><name>Slumber Guitarist</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/17697419483994176691</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-20367634.post-113929050827283081</id><published>2006-02-06T21:34:00.000-08:00</published><updated>2006-02-06T21:35:08.283-08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>I feel so lost....crapz&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/20367634-113929050827283081?l=hear-me-scream.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://hear-me-scream.blogspot.com/feeds/113929050827283081/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=20367634&amp;postID=113929050827283081' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/20367634/posts/default/113929050827283081'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/20367634/posts/default/113929050827283081'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://hear-me-scream.blogspot.com/2006/02/i-feel-so-lost.html' title=''/><author><name>Slumber Guitarist</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/17697419483994176691</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-20367634.post-113904930020701883</id><published>2006-02-04T02:28:00.000-08:00</published><updated>2006-02-04T02:50:18.266-08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>haiz..i hav a veri slack saturday..juz sleep watch movie n eat n strum guitar n chat n nap....gosh how i miss doin dat alot...haha...yea...wish there were more sat's fer me....&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;im so happy dat i pass ma accountings...i tot i juz gonna flunk it...well i din...i pass n i don hav to sit fer a retest...haha...ma teacher gave me diz sinister smile like as if i flunk da freaking test...m yea he was happy...aniwai gonna werk hard fer da final test..hope dat goes well...n also ma ewb design assignments..diz will b ma last one den im done...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;diz past wks n days juz happen to b juz fine n wad i juz wanted..occupied life....i hate doin nothing...da assignments n accounting test juz make me use ma brains n think...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i know dat nite was kinda an impromptu...we head down to the esplanade n wad a beautiful nite it is...clear sky, stars was as bright as ever n da creasent moon...diz kinda nite we don realli get to c often..n yea vampy strikes again..haha...i hope she wld understand n appreciate how much care n love i hav fer her...aint easy to juz love someone...but i hope diz goin to b five mths..things hav been so far da better...i din mean to make u felt dat way...i noe u were angry n da msg u gav me...juz...i'm willing to love n care fer u in any ways possible...u're special to me...juz someone dat is hard fer me to lose....&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;all those things dat we've been thru..da ups n downs show how much i wanna b wif u fer a long time...i never gave up on u...n i hav always love u wif all my heart....&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/20367634-113904930020701883?l=hear-me-scream.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://hear-me-scream.blogspot.com/feeds/113904930020701883/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=20367634&amp;postID=113904930020701883' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/20367634/posts/default/113904930020701883'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/20367634/posts/default/113904930020701883'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://hear-me-scream.blogspot.com/2006/02/haiz.html' title=''/><author><name>Slumber Guitarist</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/17697419483994176691</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-20367634.post-113886289774124269</id><published>2006-02-01T22:41:00.000-08:00</published><updated>2006-02-01T22:48:17.753-08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>waddup....&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;im juz blogging during a freaking boring lesson of DBMs..let me tell u abt ma lecturer..she's freaking boring n im freaking tired...crapz man..i mean there are lots of lecturer out there but she is unique..her uniqueness of being so boring..asking question which is kinda lame arh..she ask n she answer her own question...n juz explain more on juz wad dat is on the slides...haiz...iz like u are stuck in this toking machine whu juz tok n tok fer 2hrs...break time is like da best thing in her lesson.... n yea toking abt breaks...i'm wif radz...n he is juz so freaking perv...anything can b make to b his perv toy...even a coke bottle wif lots of gas...n da moan he makes...SICCKKKKk!!!!!...hahaha..rock on u sick man....&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;after break time...hell....&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;continue l8r yar....&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/20367634-113886289774124269?l=hear-me-scream.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://hear-me-scream.blogspot.com/feeds/113886289774124269/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=20367634&amp;postID=113886289774124269' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' 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since we juz spend time...on da monday we kinda hav a double date...b4 dat date..i met su at wldlands..yea she woke up late n i came late...haha..well da nite b4 we chat like 3 am....l0ong rite...well wad we tok abt..juz secrets...haha..anyway, yea we had a great time in da morning..having brakfast, eating cheesecake n study....b4 we hav fun we will study sumthing...which i think is a good idea n excuse to go out till late..hehehe...don tell ma mom!!!...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;so da afternoon we met effendi n lily...we juz  got the tix...n went in...im kinda blur arh at first..mayb i hav a cinema blur...i donno...we catch the memoirs of a geisha...well hmm from wad i noe geisha aint prost...u noe wad i mean...aniwai..yea there juz sumhow entertain da man n relief their stress but not "doing it"...u noe wad i mean...if not mistaken...so iz was a good movie..tot i had a great time wif u by me side .....&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;den we had dinner..su was craving for rojak...n yeah da four had rojak...nice ones...love it...n su was da onli one kinda trying to finish up the food...we took pics..laugh n had fun...love goin out wif juz da four of us...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;den 2dae...i went civic alone, tot i juz gonna b there by maself...den su called n say she is already at civic...i din expect her to come...i was so close to not go there n stuff...she surprise me...n i juz love it...we forgive the misunderstanding by juz hugging n smiles...n continue on study till we had our stomach grumbling...head down to pizzahut n yea had ma brunchner...(breakfast-lunch-dinner).......wen down to metro to find ma bro in da end i cldnt find him...sucks...den went on shopping...well if onli i hav a hundread bucks...yea...we wld hav shop alot n stuff....&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;da evening we head back n yea accompany su home...she has been lovely...n i juz smile everi moments i think back abt it...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;sori haz..i din called or msg..kinda bz at the moments..but i will get back to u soon yar...hope u doin well in tamp jc...as fer thahisir, man i miss goin gym n work out wif this mean machine...we is da best n ma bestest of frens...as for effendi...hope u wld stay out of trouble n stay happy always...to all..may god bless u n ur future....take care..&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/20367634-113873046547734328?l=hear-me-scream.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://hear-me-scream.blogspot.com/feeds/113873046547734328/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=20367634&amp;postID=113873046547734328' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/20367634/posts/default/113873046547734328'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/20367634/posts/default/113873046547734328'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://hear-me-scream.blogspot.com/2006/01/hey-dudes_31.html' title=''/><author><name>Slumber Guitarist</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/17697419483994176691</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-20367634.post-113846650002600133</id><published>2006-01-28T08:21:00.000-08:00</published><updated>2006-01-28T08:41:40.070-08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>first of all....&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;happy new yr to ma chinese frens out there....&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;wanted to update yestday nite but kinda sleepy to do it arh...was up from 3 am...doin wad?? don ask me...hehehe...im juz crazy waking up till late night...haha&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;aniwai ma day was a lil crappy n da nite went off pretty well...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;so wads da crappy moments???&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;well if follow ma last entry i told u abt ma accounting test...yes..accounting juz suckz....i wont wan to take it..i juz don get it..i cant balance da damn balance sheet..i hope da rest is okay...i wanna pass...pray hard it wld...those whu still find it hard to tag me..im sori..i did some testing n iz okay..i donno fer some arh..&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Hmm tot of being an entrepeur...hmm hoping to werk in a network company..yea i did turn down once..after much considerating n learning abt it..yea iz good n da company dat i think i wanna werk for cld b good fer me...i wanted it bcoz of the flexibility of the werking enviroment...juz c how arh.....&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;stil wont 4get the romantic moments i had wif su dat nite...well it was suppose to b juz a rojak cravings n in the end we had different food at lau pa sat...iz kinda farnie la dat whole situation...we been like fooling ard since i was studying in the library...diz is da side of both of us ppl don normally see...juz whacking n poking n much more...felt so happy....&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;after dinner we juz walk ard raffles place n juz enjoy the wind till we went to the merlion..hmm i juz did noe da actuall name..juz dat i noe iz juz opposite the esplanade...juz sitting there..enjoy the breeze...enjoy da nice music from far..was peaceful n relax..n yea we both felt juz so comfortable wif each other...iz been awhile since we had a very nice romantic moments...juz rmbr the times we were at east coast n wanting to c da sunset..but instead we were kinda late n had to settle for star gazing...hehe..but even iz juz seeing stars..yet iz realli was worth the watch...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;we walk out again n yea hav a great time 2gther n i even hav to pose like a "slenge" wif her bro's wedding sign...iz juz one of the rare days we hav fun hitting on each other so much..haha...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;as fer 2dae...iz still okay...lepak-ing as usual....both of us sms..den i call...yea kinda love it bcoz iz kinda farnie also arh...n long too...tok n tok n tok...n at nite still kept on msg till su juz cant concentrate wif her stuff...n sumthing abt me must behave like a good boy n asking her wads her view on a good boy...hahaha....well i hav to kill u guys if u wanna noe wad we tok abt...so yea iz secret n onli we share...hehe&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;till i update again..got to attend to ma guitar...haha ciaoz!&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/20367634-113846650002600133?l=hear-me-scream.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://hear-me-scream.blogspot.com/feeds/113846650002600133/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' 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type='html'>hey once again...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;find time to blog..so here it goes....&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i'm juz so worried abt ma accountings..so so so so so worried..never felt diz way since a long time...wad happen to ma old self...da desire to succeed...dat winning formula juz din work here any more...juz gotta improvise ma style of learning..i don wanna fail but just dat it seems i wld if i don take extra attention....still got ma assignments left..i juz wanna celebrate da hols with less trouble..i hope da hols cld me use fer more time spending wif frens n ma darling...mayb catch a movie...y not..iz been a long time since...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;After sending su, i jus tot dat i realli wanna make diz relationship a worthwhile fer us...every entry has her in it..dat shows how much i love n treasure her....da morning i got msg from ma dear...iz juz break ma heart to hear her in pain...i juz felt so sad n sorry...mayb iz god's will to make us stronger...whu noes....but realli...it does make me weak inside n touch ma deepest feelings...i do realli wanna b there fer u no matter wad happens...iz been everi entry i say diz...n i don mind saying it again n again...she's da one whu giv me da inspiration to b a better person..tot i never wld b...never tot i wld berpantun...seriously...w/o realising also...im just able to say ma hearts out w/o fear..n best of all, she supports me in any way...u true sense of inspiration...&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/20367634-113829408928239333?l=hear-me-scream.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://hear-me-scream.blogspot.com/feeds/113829408928239333/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=20367634&amp;postID=113829408928239333' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' 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begining..juz so sueh...at first da comp not working..den ma lappie hav 30 mins tu survive b4 it goes flat...den finally da power port juz don work so ma lappie just cant charge...however..in the end it  we manage to get another class n just present da remaining slides....&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;mine's just abt the promotion, contact us n etc....tot i did okay lar...yanti say i did ok but it wld b better with less "OKAY" during presentation...i donno y i kept using dat words too much on presentation...but i tot it juz appropriate to the audience...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;dat afternoon jus meet ma darling su...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;boy did we had a great time 2gether...just went bugis den to penin n finally to the hmmm...u noe opposite esplanade..the merlion...yea..we just sit there..enjoy the view n our "tonic"...datz a secret recipe....i juz love messing ard wif her...juz smile n laugh 2gether....yea i even dress up to the occasion..hehe..no la bcoz of the presentation..i wear smart casual..n it looks cool...i hope she wld b please...hehehe....donno y i tie ma ring n make it into a necklace...dat ring is meaningful to me n us...she just show me her packet of medicine..i was like...."OH GOD....Im so sorry dat u hav to go thru like diz..", yea she has alot of medication to take n im ma heart felt alot heavy...im sad she has to go thru like diz...n i just wanna b there always fer her....im support n prayers  are for u, suri....&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/20367634-113820965985027647?l=hear-me-scream.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://hear-me-scream.blogspot.com/feeds/113820965985027647/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=20367634&amp;postID=113820965985027647' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' 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/&gt;&lt;br /&gt;why i'm like diz.....&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;wad can i do to be better....&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;diz question have been haunting me since da past....&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i hope i cld pull maself 2gether n make things for the better.....&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/20367634-113812204849695676?l=hear-me-scream.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://hear-me-scream.blogspot.com/feeds/113812204849695676/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=20367634&amp;postID=113812204849695676' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/20367634/posts/default/113812204849695676'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/20367634/posts/default/113812204849695676'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://hear-me-scream.blogspot.com/2006/01/sumtimes.html' title=''/><author><name>Slumber Guitarist</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/17697419483994176691</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-20367634.post-113803272890104340</id><published>2006-01-23T07:49:00.000-08:00</published><updated>2006-01-23T08:12:09.266-08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>hey dudes...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;sori fer da late updates...&lt;br /&gt;yeah as usual...the lateness of me...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I find it strange but i hav been usong the phrase "bukan ape" so many times...since morning till nite wen i tok to my mom...wierd...btw "bukan ape " means "NOT WAD".....&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Just check my exams timetable..wad i found is interesting..yea.. my first paper, Accounting(suxs!!) start from 6pm to 810pm...wad da heck!!!...C'mon man...is there any time slot earlier...n iz on da 20th feb..da rest seems ok..start at ard 9...hope i can wake up...nyehahahaha&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Clock is ticking...must not waste time on study....&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;hopefully diz fri i get time to play for fendi's team...last game n we hav to win 2-0 die die to qualify...aniwai iz a 7 a side team...but the finals just aint right... 45 mins, half field n 7 ppl....if not wrong..no disrespect but wad in the heck are they thinking....45 mins!!!?? aint da too long fer a 7 a side game....i played a full game b4 but not wif 6 men on the pitch running 45mins for the ball...the 10 mins is so tiring...45mins???i hope wad fendi told me was a lil salah...mayb im deaf or sumthing i donno...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i begin to miss my ibanez...it's at ma grannies hse..feel so lazy to bring back..haha...juz miss the red candy color n da smoothness of the ibanez neck...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;too the rest like hazariah n all...yea sori din update...hope CLT hazariah not gonna "scold" me...nyehahaha...miss those gold fish eyes..feel like poking it....&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;finally to more personal stuff...&lt;br /&gt;i noe times hav been tough fer us...there always da up's n down's...but i noe there will always be a sunshine after a stormy day...i may make mistake but still no matter wad happen..i still care fer u.. u meant alot to me...&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/20367634-113803272890104340?l=hear-me-scream.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://hear-me-scream.blogspot.com/feeds/113803272890104340/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' 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type='text'></title><content type='html'>hey people....&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;haiz....&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I got heart murmur..n it took me like da whole freaking yr juz to confirm..IM OKAY...iz a long process...gosh...but thnkz god im fine as told by doc...i don mind being check up, i mean iz for ma own good..but..the waiting time juz suck..in hospital waiting fer like 1 hr n a half juz to get the doc say not more than 5 minutes n u can go...juz for this SP medical report i hav to go thru all diz...haizz...now dat is all done..im juz so happy...glad to b normal..haha...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;From wad i noe or wad i can tel u abt the Heart mur mur is the ma heart beats is irregularly..yet sumtimes i do felt dat...like ur heart juz feel different...but den iz back to normal..like a farnie farnie feeling dat i juz cant describe...n no my heart don tok...i noe mur mur means wad..or mayb ma heart do speak...mayb of the pain i go thru...but iz dead n buried n moving on....&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;As fer now im happy with life...n glad im fine n well...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Finally...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;A shout out to ma dear suri.....&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;If u think i don care abt u..i do..&lt;br /&gt;If u think i juz say it for fun..No i mean it...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;suri i accept u for whu u are...n i do care alot for u n u hav been the special gurl to me...how can i not b concern n not cared for u...i noe wad u been thru was hard...but hey wen u think u are lonely, plz don...i'm always here for u thru good times n bad times..thru sickness n health i will take care of u...n i juz wanna grow old with u...i don care if i hav to take care of u till the end of time..I will do it suriani...I understand n i too felt the pain with u...u might not noe it..but i do think of u alot..sumtimes i noe i might push u a lil far...like eating ur medicine n all..but suri i juz cared n i don mean to push it hard on u..i hope u understand..sumtimes i feel dat how i wish i cld b juz by ur side all the time n juz take care of u...n hav faith dear..believe in urself..believe in Allah dat he wld help u...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;You are the one i always loved n cared for...My hopes n prayers are fer u to stay well...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Love u lots suri...&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/20367634-113699490509982880?l=hear-me-scream.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://hear-me-scream.blogspot.com/feeds/113699490509982880/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=20367634&amp;postID=113699490509982880' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/20367634/posts/default/113699490509982880'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' 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GUITAR...crapz...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;3) got lost in the cab while searching for Steven hse...n use the money ma dad gav me..i tot i wanna save up....&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;4) discover ma guitar technique wasnt proper...n for almost 1 yr...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;5) ma ipod die twice..n i got frustrated with ma earphone...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;6) ma hp reception sux n i cant hear suri properly dat nite...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;all this happen to me yest..n kinda sucks arh...ouh well i won wanna whimp or cry like a kid..juz dat i feel kinda frustrated...haha...n i feel alot better saying it out...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;sunday is so cold...iz like there is a storm here...n Hari raya Haji is coming...don feel like celebrating..mayb after prayer like dat i juz chill home n concentrate on ma books, guitar n life...&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' 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rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-20367634.post-113656409803419251</id><published>2006-01-06T08:01:00.000-08:00</published><updated>2006-01-06T08:14:58.050-08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>It was simple....&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;It was juz for U....&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I juz wanna make U special....&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;So i got it specially for U....&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Hmm...poem n prose i guess...hmm im not good at it..but still coming back to my roots wen im in Yusof Ishak...Ah the good old days of scribble nonsense...&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/20367634-113656409803419251?l=hear-me-scream.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' 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src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-20367634.post-113646785241269966</id><published>2006-01-05T05:10:00.000-08:00</published><updated>2006-01-05T05:30:52.420-08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>hey...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;haiz...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;im juz not too happy fer wad i did in ma practical exams...unfinish here n there...da web page is so freaking confusing....how 2 bcome web designer like diz...i hav lots more to learn to dum dum...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;aniwai...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i juz cant wait to get ma lesson with steven...teaching me metal solo's n technique...i juz cant learn on ma own like dat...juz wont progress more...hopefully diz Sat will happen..wanna shred ma Ibanez....thinking of modifying it...errmmm????&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Damn...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i got lots of skewl stuff...DBMS test 2moro...crapz...project...once i get it done im juz gonna chill n juz go jamming or stuff....Enjoy while it last...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Missing....&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;yes u dear..im missing u..juz donno y??&lt;br /&gt;ur smile...n lots more...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;a song juz for u suri...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Can't you see&lt;br /&gt; That I wanna be&lt;br /&gt;There with open arms It's empty tonight&lt;br /&gt; And I'm all alone&lt;br /&gt;Get me through this one &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Do you notice I'm gone?&lt;br /&gt;Where do you run to&lt;br /&gt; So far away? &lt;br /&gt;I want you to know that I miss you,&lt;br /&gt; I miss you so&lt;br /&gt; I want you to know that I miss you,&lt;br /&gt;I miss you so&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt; I'm writing again&lt;br /&gt; These letters to you Aren't much&lt;br /&gt;I know  But I'm not sleeping and&lt;br /&gt; You're not here&lt;br /&gt;The thought stops my heart&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Do you notice I'm gone?&lt;br /&gt; Where do you run to&lt;br /&gt;  So far away? &lt;br /&gt; I want you to know that I miss you,&lt;br /&gt;  I miss you so&lt;br /&gt;  I want you to know that I miss you,&lt;br /&gt; I miss you so&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/20367634-113646785241269966?l=hear-me-scream.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://hear-me-scream.blogspot.com/feeds/113646785241269966/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=20367634&amp;postID=113646785241269966' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/20367634/posts/default/113646785241269966'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/20367634/posts/default/113646785241269966'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://hear-me-scream.blogspot.com/2006/01/hey.html' title=''/><author><name>Slumber Guitarist</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/17697419483994176691</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-20367634.post-113605399529067497</id><published>2005-12-31T10:07:00.000-08:00</published><updated>2005-12-31T10:33:15.906-08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>aite iz 2 am..and im trying to learn songs...crazy?? haha...hmm i realise so many things i need to learn..aint easy after all...juz cant help strumming ma Ibanez...ouh yea i get a pic of me and me ibanez as soon as possible...i'm trying to explore more on the genre i want to play...Funk eg( red hot chilli peppers)...old skewl metal( metallica)..power metal(strato &amp; Angra) hmm metalcore(Atreyu)..some classical flair...lots more...but one thing i wan to accomplish first is playin acoustic to u noe whu..hehehe..still selecting songs, hmm here's a list of it&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Asyraf's acoustic live :&lt;br /&gt;1) Letter To You (Finch)&lt;br /&gt;2) Grow old with You( our song/adam sandler)&lt;br /&gt;3) More Than Words (extreme)&lt;br /&gt;4) Nothing else matters(metallica)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;n the list goes on n on...haha...yup i list a few...i hav two of my own songs but no lyrics...still stuck...haiz!!!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;*To suri..&lt;br /&gt;hey sori abt juz now...i din mean to get a lil overboard...things hav been ups n downs but still u hav been wonderful to me...hugs n kisses...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;*To you guys out there reading this....&lt;br /&gt;again happy 2006....well wishes to u all...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;ma shout out to Thahisir...ma Ncc CLT's like zak, din, acap slenge,apit,azim n da gangs...&lt;br /&gt;to ma frens like Ain( long time  no see)&lt;br /&gt;to Hazariah( "crazee" datz wad i can describe u rite now)&lt;br /&gt;to members SP like Mamat, Wak, Shaf, irfan, Fendi radzi, bdk2 biznezz n bdk2 bukit boys n MLS ppl n SP frens i noe&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;WISH ALL OF U A BRIGHT YEAR AND MORE HAPPINESS YAR!!!GOD BLESS U ALL AGAIN..TAKE CARE...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;*plus to ma dearest SURI&lt;br /&gt;wanna giv u plenty of happiness, smile, hugs n kisses...haha....hope 2 grow old wif yar...love u always....n god bless&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;S**t....i realli din prepare for Mid sem test...gotta pull ma socks if i wanna go on 2nd yr EBT option..cant do business...im suck at accounting lately...lots n lots of revision to do....&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;ouh well...im too tired to carry on...&lt;br /&gt;so&lt;br /&gt;tata..!!&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/20367634-113605399529067497?l=hear-me-scream.blogspot.com' alt='' 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src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-20367634.post-113602412369868621</id><published>2005-12-31T02:08:00.000-08:00</published><updated>2005-12-31T02:15:23.700-08:00</updated><title type='text'>First Things First</title><content type='html'>Hey......&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Hello....&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Assalamualaikum....&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Ni Hao Ma...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Vanakam...&lt;br /&gt;*i hope i say it all okay n understood&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;to ma frens out there..wishing u happy 2006 n may God bless u guys out there....&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I hav no idea y i make a new one...just feel like it...kinda like a fresh start to everithing...new blog...new guitar...new life...everithing new...haha...looking back at the past..things hav been ups and downs but its normal...begin to take life as slow n steady as possible...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;*wads coming up nex iz ma new yr 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